They aren’t your real friend if they abandon you. You didn’t deserve them. While people need space at times for their own health, if they full on cut you off without explaining, they aren’t a real friend. A real friend is with you through thick and thin. they will communicate if it gets too be too much, but never leave completely.
— A. Alvarez
Going through this is hell. It hurts. No one can handle the mood swings. But one day, whether it be family, romantic, or friend, there will be someone to stay. Do everything you can to better yourself then they will see. Old friends will see what they lost and will try friend you again. BUT you will find new close people with your better self. There is nothing you can do but better yourself and wait and hope. Make an effort for others, but forget about yourself!